Thursday, September 23, 2004
Disappearing boy
Wow it's amazing how 1 incident that isn't that big of a deal can make you so depressed.. I just got home from class and it sucks how I feel so invisible. I went to class like usual and my teacher went over the role and when he called my name I raised my hand and he looked at me then called my name again. That didn't bother me but I was like hey this is weird.. well then we had to write these essays and he went to everybody in the class and asked them what they wrote about but after he did everybody else he went well thats everybody and he fucking looked at me. I felt so invisible but I know it shouldn't matter because I didn't even want to talk about it. I can't believe how it got to me the way it has and makes me feel so insignificant like I'm invisible.
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hi sweetie. i wish nothing would make you sad like that. if i could i would take everything bad in the world and throw it away just for you, so you would always be happy. but unfortunately i can't, and all i can tell you is that you are everything but invisible to me. you are the biggest thing in my life and i would miss everything if i didn't have you. i know maybe that doesn't make such a big difference telling you that because i'm just one person, but i want you to know it's true, and i love you.
Jessica That helps a lot and I was thinking about that after I posted and it made me feel so much better to have you and all you do for me. You make me so happy when I feel theres no way I could smile at the moment and I can because of you. I love you so much
God damnit. I miss you.
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