returning to you

Hey peoples I'm back for now after a long break from the computer for a certan reason all is well and I have returned. My computer died in mid august and when it did I started feeling so alone because I kinda was. I felt like that up untill late august when Jessica returned home. We have been talking ever since she got home and it has been so awesome to hear her voice. I miss her so much what i wouldn't give to have her arms around me and her whispering how she loves me in my ear while I listen to her heart beat. She is the most important person to me in my life and nothing could take her place, I am in love with her. Well me and the band have gotten about 9 songs done and we will be recording in about may hopefully if chad can write lyrics to them. We recorded demos of all our songs just the music but theres a special song that is on there that I wrote and sang and played on, it was for jessica it was my song to her and I thought it would only be for her but I was mistaken. Oh well who knows you all might hear it but you might not I'm not sure. The music was done when I was at ashleys when I was sad about something from the night before and a little while later I decided to write lyrics to it and when I did I had to record it and send it to her beecause it was pretty good. This summer has been pretty good to the band but I wish I could have seen Jessica more. I'm hopeing to see her in december for my break.