you are my only one

I realized not too long ago that being in love makes lovey things that a person used to think was stupid look so nice. I always hated love songs and romantic movies. Everytime I saw or heard something like that I would be like man thats gay. It's so stupid who would care about that? Not too long ago a love song came on tv which explains the title. I got so sad and I was like aw I feel that way about a certain someone with the name of Jessica. Being in love with someone is indescribable. It's like sky diving and everytime you think or hear something about it you get a rush and a feeling that is amazing. I see movies now where a couple get together and fall in love and then they hurt eachother and I almost cry. Before I would be like haha what a fucking loser and now it makes me think of the greatest fear I could ever have and the one that could never happen. The loss of the love of my life. It's hard to do anything without thinking about her. Even when I'm just sitting down I begin to think about her and how badly I want to be near her. The weird thing though is being so far from her makes me know that we will be together forever. Theres no doubt in my mind. Anyway theres probably only one person who wants to hear about this so I'll leave you to the chickens.