I'm melting in your eyes

Dunno what to talk about.. hmm.. I dropped my film class so I come home a lot earlier now which pisses off my grandfather. He thinks its a waste of gas to go for only an hour a day. Its my fucking education not like I'm going to the mall to piss away my day. It's crazy, I'm so close to 18 (I'm 18 now cause jessica said so lol)Anyway I can't do anything I want and I get treated like I'm still 5, lastnight during dinner I was going to get a plate and grammy was like wait let me do it! like I can't get my own fucking food.. I'm just a widdle kid who can't fucking do anything right in this house without getting bitched at. I am so close to hatered for everyone in this house. I can't stand being around any of them they make me feel like shit and a child.. I hope they will stop doing that when my birthday comes around.